To Begin With

I thank you for helping me to be
Away from you
I thank you for helping me break free
To get over you
This was the only way I could have seen
This was the only way it could have been
My only mistake was that I trusted you
I thank you for helping me to be
Away from you
I thank you helping me break free
To get over you
I thought you were my friend
Somethings they never end
Cause they weren’t there to begin with

Love (When I was 11!)

Love is not what makes the world go round
But what makes the ride worthwhile
Love isn’t just a heavenly gift sent to bring you a smile
But love is something you cannot explain
Cause it brings you joy and in the process pain
If you have no love, it is not worth to live
Even if you are poor, you have love to give
Love can break your heart in two
Love can lift you into the air
Love has to be a part of you
Because for everybody’s heart a little bit of love is always there
Love is really the most precious thing one can ever own
Yet if you only care and share and love everyone too
You will always have love and everyone will love you

Secret Longing

Oh you who dwell in the depths
Of the labyrinths of my mind
Could I not breathe life into you?
And after dreaming find

Your silvered steps upon the air
Your hand against my heart
Your breath inside my ear
My beloved piece of art

Those features stroked upon your soul
So rare and hard to find
Wish you were real to make me whole
Be in my reality not just my mind

In love for the first time

When you feel your not strong enough
I can lend a hand
When your mind’s a chaotic cloud
I can understand
So let yourself go
Because I know
Just how it feels to be
In love for the first time

When you feel like calling out his name
You can call it out to me
When you want to say I love you
You can say the words to me
So let yourself go
Because I know
Just how it feels to be
In love for the first time

When I want to tell you the truth
I’ll tell it to you
When you tell me how you feel for him
I’ll say I love you
So let yourself go
But you’ll never know
The one who loves you is me
In love for the first time

Smokescreen

Walking through this life
I hear your voice
Calling my name
And through the smokescreen of my mind
I find
All the memories coming back again


Things can never be the same
They can only get better
Through this crazy life
So full of strife
We’ll know one thing
We’re better together


Never make me feel
Like what we had wasn’t real
And anytime I forget you care
Just remind me
You’re always going to be there

New Light

And it’s another day
I watch the lights fade out
I think of all I’ll say
When you call me up

Been thinking of a song
To let you know how I feel
But I can’t find the words
Nothing’s coming to me

There’s no need for noise
My words sound like clichés
All I feel is this is right
There’s a new light in my days

And it’s another day
The time is drawing near
I still don’t know what to say
To make my feelings clear

Been thinking of a song
To let you know how I feel
But this time I want you
To be the first to woo me

You have to dazzle me out right
And then I’ll be your dream
You have to bear your heart
And then I’ll show you what I mean

Been thinking of a song
To let you know how I feel
But I can’t find the words
Nothing’s coming to me

There’s no need for noise
My words sound like clichés
All I feel is this is right
There’s a new light in my days

Unseen Storm

Moisture drips across the panes
Across these lips
Thirsting, despite the rain
The leaves quiver in the wake
In the storm that none can see
But I can feel

Smell of earth, I am but the ash
And you're sparking a flame though me
I am but yet I am not a part of this world
And you've seen through me, down to my very darkness

You're okay with the dark symphony
That plays through my blood and reaches your ears
Like a piano of black and white, dark and light
Twisted, suffocating, exhilarating melody
You're all I need.