Coexist

It's not him that I cannot find
It's the me that I'd like to present
Feel to unprepared to fall and give myself
Not knowing if he shall fall too
All this analysis is paralyzing me
But as I am so shall I think
I don't want to find an antidote to this
Just need to find a way to coexist

Your scent has become a part of me

Our eyes connect across these spaces
You take my hand in yours,
We've shared what makes us who we are

Your thoughts merge with mine,
I complete your lines with my words,
Where do you begin, where do I end?

Your scent has become a part of me

Bad Penny

And I'm tired of holding this in my heart
I've tried to rationalize it away again
But then when my guard is down
Like a bad penny, it comes back again

Back In Love With Me

Every once in a while I lose myself
I look back
And don't know where I began
I get caught up in others Vs me
When I'm my own person
I know
I hope I am
It's like I fall out of
And back in love
With me

Lies

I’m gonna lie to myself
When I say I don’t still love you
Cry inside myself
And try my best to forgive you
Feel the void where you used to be
And just keep thinking of you
Then realize it’s all fictional
And the entire poem is a lie
Yeah I’ve been known to be confusing

Light

Shining light by my side
Letting your faith grow
Like a lamp of friendship
Am I to fall captive to its spell?
And in doing so
Finally allow myself
To need someone

Thunder

Just like the first echoes of thunder
Signal the showers of rain
So your yells and howls and screams
Beckon to your inner pain
On and on you rant
Trying to let it all out
Wishing somehow
You won’t have to cry
To finally ease it down
How loud can your voice become
Not too loud for me
Rather the thunder, than the rain…